thats the big "?" for me

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep"

I don't know..I should Happy or not..in front of you
I don't know..I should feel sad or not..in front of you
I don't know..I should feel guilty or not...in front of you
I don't Know..am I right or not..in front of you

are you happy enough with me?
thats the big "?" for me...